well, i dont know what to write here. but i'm gonna be random. Anyway, i'm so scared that A**** will go back to his ex-gf. I'm having doubts about me being his loved one. Sigh. I'm really afraid. Well, like Julian said, its difficult to win his heart now, and i'm so bad at winning guy's heart. I rather loose than win, because everytime, i kept thinking that the other party will way better than me. So i'm always a LOSER. and i'm used to being a loser, maybe i was born a loser. thats why. I'm praying hard so i'l get him, cause i know myself, i can take care of him and i'll not break his heart, and of course i don't want him to break mine too. It sucks, to be heart broken, and be jealous of your friends who have someone to love and cherish them. sigh. please, A****, if you happen to read this. Don't be offensive or what. I've been thinking alot about you, and i feel v. rejected if didn't message me. Thanks, im a loser. -___-.

Ohmygawd! Less than a month, i'll be going back to school. I can't wait. How time fly so fast. I have to sleep early and wake up earlier than my brother just to go to school and not to clash with his timing. Hehh! I can't wait for school. Lalalalalala. New classmates, new teachers. I'm so gonna be the most popular girl ever. Hahah, belom masok sekolah, alot of people know me, but do i know them? I can't be bother also. Lol.

And oh, i painted my nails today. hahaha. Nak feeling2 Jani. hehh. i love my nails color. haha.(; and i didn't wash my hair for two days alr. haiyah.:)

I'll be the happiest beetch on earth if my future is a motherfucking FIRE-FIGHTER.
^^V

Don't ask me why. No one knows why. Hahah.

*I miss my Baby A----*