Friday

okay folks! today is the day, the day i'm gonna meet A, that kid. at least i think. boleh? i don't know. he texted me, he told me, he got eye infection, and will text me when he reached home, but did he? No, he did not. *sighing heavily* i mean its like he keep saying that he's gonna this and that but he didn't. Now, i'm having second thoughts about him meeting me tmr. I mean it's like, i totally know that he's gonna bubble me or something. I know that he's sick, the more i wanna meet him seh. I wanna know how he's doing, i'm worried about him. only God knows how much i'm worried and missed him. Is just that he keep thinking that i'm gonna cheat on him and just gonna use him. i mean its like. You don't really show enough concern for me or our friendship. ): i'm sad and yes, i'm not okay. the reason why i keep saying i'm okay because i keep thinking that i'm okay, when i'm totally not fine at all. well, i hope he doesn't read this. i'm just expressing myself, thats all. (:

*please don't let me be the last to know.