Sunday

nightmare

okay, i woke up from a mad nightmare and it's so scary and frightening. I'm not sure if i can remember anything or not but I'll try my best to tell you guys how it goes. As usual, I'll pray before going to sleep, asking Allah to gimme strength and hope to live my life, protect me from evil and some special requests. Like every single night i did that, and hopefully, one by one comes by. As i close my eyes...... wait, let's just get straight to the point.

I dreamt that Aanis was going back to his ex. It was a fun sunny afternoon, Aanis and me was walking around T.A.T, when suddenly, she messaged him, so i took a peep at his screen and to my horror, she wanted to meet him and that she misses him so much and have been thinkng about him lately. Okay, now, where did stand? He told me, (thanks for being honest, always), asked me what to do and all. Then, i said up to you, and then he just said goodbye and went off to meet his ex-girlfriend. What happen to me? OF COZ, I WENT BACK HOME ALONE. Crying and sobbing in my room. Being emo me, i didn't talk to anybody at home, i waited and waited for him to at least gimme a call to tell me that he's fine or just happy being with her and all. But he didn't call nor return my calls. I felt so frustated, sad, mad, and of coz, rejected. I told you i'm a loser. Then i woke up, feeling scared until now. ):

Anyway, cerite Lala tergantung, most prolly, i can continue sleeping and continue the dream but i was to scared. -_____________-"""

So will he or will he not go back to her? I'm afraid. ):


*i'm better than your ex, gonna be better than your next.