Wednesday

Random.




Okay, so i decided to write in smaller font, i think its cute. Haha.
I'm missing batam actually. Its fun, and my dad's son is so adorable and uncontrollable, macam feeling nak jadi ibu satu hari gitu.haha. Even though, i don't really care if he 's married and kept it from my late mom, but in the end every single soul knows. Shut lah Emilia. Rest in peace mommy.ily.

I hope my husband is not like my dad, of course i wanna be happy and have a responsible husband and father to my audi and sara. haha.(: I've been having no luck this year, first unsuccessful ite application in Jan and now, no job vacancies and no love life. I need a boyfriend. I miss having one, though. And, yes, i do get jealous that all my gfs who have bfs, but singlehood is fun too. FREEDOM. oh whatever. Someone love me okay, i'm a loving kiddo, i have someone in mind to be m bf, but he stays in the east, tak sanggup. haha, if i can do it for Daniel, of course i can do it for him, right. I used to go to Pasir Ris, to and fro, everyday to see my ex-bf, Daniel. And i can surely do it again, as long as he can make me happy. (: betol betol betol?

my horoscopes says that i'm loving and beautiful, hates to be alone. Very sociable. blah blah blah, im a libra. i think its bullshit, but it really goes with my character but i'm a shy kid, so tak kene eh. haha. off to more chores and teevee i guess. (:

*i think i nak suke kat itu cumi lah.