i blew off my chance again.

Okay, this time, i know im not gonna get the person i adore so much. I fucking blew it. I should forget about him. I'm not gonna waste my time crying over him. Well, its stated in the message, he doesn't like me, i should just move on. Maybe there are better guys out there thats willing to waste their time on me. And seriously, my bestfriend is to busy to call/sms me. what the fuck! Gawd, i wanna cry on my mommy's arms right now. Where the hell is the person that you need so much gone to? Whatever.

*I'm so sorry, Alimin. I swear.