my very first post....

Its been dino-years since i last used this blogger.com, like in sec one. haha.. well, im gonna start blogging here, no more mypsace blog. yawnz.

i have job but im too lazy to work. why? because, im too busy partying and not care less about money and shit. urgh! whats wrong with me?! sometimes, i feel like ending my life. no point living, i got no where to go. i feel like a loser every single day i wake up.i lied, i screw up my job. im being like my dad. how am i suppose to make my mom proud? i want someone to slap some senses into me but not my sister but a stranger. well, my manager just kinda fucked me up. its not that i hated the job but there's no life to the job. the colleagues are such a bore and they talked among themselves.i feel leftout. seriously. i feel fucked up right now. tell me now, what am i supposed to do with my life? i just can't bum all my life right, duit masok kat mane. i want a job thats near to my home so its easy access as i am not rich. you know. -_______________-"



And Alif, happy going to NS. i wish you all the best. im gonna miss you like a child misses her blanket. urgh! no! miss ya bitch! see ya in three weeks time.. ):

*mimi rindu glizzer.peace.one love.