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im down with a terrible flu and fever. fuck. and i can't believe my bestfriend doesn't believe me. -__-" why would i lie? urgh! anw, i didn't go out for two days now. good girl.heee. i miss mano. argh! shoots! i can't wait for my family chalet.which is tomorrow. im gonna have fun. and my dad will surely appear coz there'll be food. ok. mano is going with me. even though my cousin says i cant bring anyone, but what the heck, mano is helping my aunt too. thanks mano. yey, and i can have alone time with him.

sometimes im scared. should i or shouldn't i confess my love to him. its so scary that sometimes, u just don't wanna say it. what if he rejects, what if he doesn't wanna be my friend anymore? haiz. im so confused. its ok, if its time, then i'll tell if not, then he doesn't hafta know. kan kan kan?

okay, i just need to get ready for tomorrow's chalet. after that, gonna rest or maybe call mano. i dunno. ^^V

*mimi sayang glizzer